Mom who killed family in New Hampshire murder-suicide boasted about being ‘obsessed’ with her husband

The New Hampshire mom who killed her husband and two kids in a shocking murder-suicide had said she couldn’t imagine life without her cancer-stricken husband — as she confessed to being prone to “fly off the cuff,” while denying it was ever in “a violent way.”

Emily Long, 34, made the ominous remarks in a lengthy TikTok video shared on her private account as she discussed being “obsessed” with her 48-year-old hubby, Ryan Long, and bracing for the possibility he would die from his aggressive form of brain cancer.

In the clip — titled “watch me brag about my husband for 7 minutes” — Emily gushed that the father of her kids was “literally the best human on this planet” and a “phenomenally perfect man.”

At one point, she rattled off the differences between the pair — acknowledging she was the more “emotionally driven” one in their relationship while Ryan was “like my perfect opposite.”

“I am very outspoken, very impulsive, emotionally driven… I don’t take boundaries very well. And, like, I fly off the cuff in not like a violent way, obviously,” she laughed, adding that “If I feel something, I am going to say it. Sometimes it gets me into trouble.”

“He’s always devil’s advocate as much as it literally kills me. He’s so thoughtful in his decisions. He’s the most ethical human on this entire planet. Every single decision he makes is based on his code of ethics,” she added in the over-the-top tribute.

As she continued to heap praise on her partner, the mom reflected on the life lessons he had taught her, including how to ask for help and the importance of being vulnerable.

“I think one of the things I’m going to miss is being able to show him how wonderful he’s been to me and he can enjoy that. I think that bums me out,” she said in the video.

Emily said she was heartbroken at the thought she’d no longer be able to trade bizarre stories and have him roast her. 

“There is no point to this video except to say like, yes, I feel sorry for myself and I’m scared about how my life is going to change and how hard it is going to be for me,” she said in the clip.

“But I know how truly at the end of the day I am just so scared that all these wonderful things from this phenomenally perfect man, who has given me more than I can ever thank him for, might not be here to see all that.”

The video was among a slew of TikToks she posted in the months leading up to Monday’s shocking murder-suicide that shed light on her declining mental state — including one where she even admitted she needed professional help.  

It wasn’t immediately clear exactly when Long posted the seven-minute clip, which has since been reposted by other users.

The harrowing details continued to emerge just days after investigators said she shot her husband and her two eldest children — Parker, 8, and Ryan, 6 — before taking her own life at their Madbury, New Hampshire home early Monday.

The couple’s 3-year-old child — the lone survivor of the slaughter — was found alive and unharmed inside the house.

The mom’s death was ruled a suicide while her family members’ deaths were ruled homicides, according to the New Hampshire Attorney General’s office.

Investigators haven’t yet revealed a motive for the tragedy.

“While investigators are becoming aware of various concerns/issues ongoing in the household at the time of the event in question, people should avoid speculating that this event was caused by a single reason or stressor,” the AG’s office said in a statement.